Ancient Streams Devotional: Lent & Holy Week 2020

Lent & Holy Week During Covid 19

Wednesday, February 26, 2020, standing to receive the sign of the cross in ashes on my forehead feels like a moment from another era. Covid 19 felt afar off then. Now, it seems to be overtaking Lent and upcoming Holy Week like a huge amoeba smothering out healthy cells. While it is understandable that our attention and focus be on a world crisis, especially in order to pray for the life of the world, I’m wondering if the season of Lent, and the passion, death and resurrection of Jesus Christ has become a dim memory, a relic from an ancient past, with little relevance for today. Right now, we are restricted in what we can do and where we can go, our schedules and lives turned upside down. Today, many are wondering how they will pay the rent or bills hanging over their heads. Here and now we are in a world crisis. Why consider events from 2,000 plus years ago when we have more pressing matters at hand?

However, hasn’t this always been the case with our Christian faith? Even when Jesus was on earth, most people around him missed who He was and why He had come. The pressing concerns of the time–Roman occupation or if the rains would come for harvest so you could feed your family–must have dominated the minds of first century Jews. Jesus also tells us that at the end of the age people will be oblivious to what is actually happening around them. He warns us that we must pay attention to the times with the eyes of faith. “So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him.” (Matt. 24:44) Jesus’ question in Luke 18:8 seems most appropriate to our situation, “When the Son of Man comes, will he find faith on the earth?” What helps keep our faith in the life, death and resurrection of Jesus Christ alive, our focus clear, especially now, when the Covid 19 crisis is dominating our attention?

What does faith on the earth look like right now? What does it look like for me each day? How can I remain immersed in this central season of our church calendar, accompanying Christ in his passion and death, opening myself to his resurrection life? 

While personal times of prayer lay the foundation for this kind of abiding in faith, what about throughout the day when all conversations seem to inevitably circle around again to “Covid 19  talk”? Perhaps words from Frances de Sales’ devotional classic, Introduction to the Devout Life are in order here:

     “Birds have nests in trees and can retire to them when need arises, and stags have bushes and thickets where they take cover, hide, and enjoy the cool shade during the summer. So also…our hearts should each day pick and choose some place, either on Mt. Calvary or within our Lord’s wounds or in some other place near him, as a retreat where they can retire at various times to refresh and restore themselves during their exterior occupations…

      “Always remember, then, to retire at various times into the solitude of your own heart even while outwardly engaged in discussions or transactions with others.This mental solitude cannot be violated by the many people who surround you, since they are not standing around your heart but only around your body. Your heart remains alone in the presence of God.”

I wonder how this practice of returning to the shelter of the presence of God in our hearts might infiltrate the way we are living right now. Would it help to address distraction and fear that creep into our hearts and minds? De Sales continues to encourage us,

     “Often during the day…see if you have your soul ‘in your hands’ or if some passion or fit of anxiety has robbed you of it. Consider whether you have command over your heart or if it has slipped out of your hands and into some disorderly passion…If it has gone astray, look for it before doing anything else and bring it quietly back into God’s presence, subjecting all your affections and desires to the obedience and direction of his divine will.” 

What would it be like to frequently consider throughout the day whether we have our “souls in our hands,” offering them up again and again in love and service to God? How might bringing our hearts quietly and consistently back to God, open to his ways and thoughts, change the way we perceive life and interact with others? I wonder how we might see the Covid 19 situation differently.

Reflection & Practice:

Are you finding it difficult to focus on this season of the church calendar? Does the death and resurrection of Jesus seem afar off or even irrelevant?

Do you find that your soul is often “slipping out of your hands”? What might looking for it and bringing it quietly back to God look like during actual times of my day?

What is the shelter of God’s presence within you like? Does an image come to mind or a sense of peace? Are you drawn to de Sales’ suggestion to “choose some place near Christ” to which you can retire throughout the day?

Ask God how you might intentionally focus on Christ’s passion, death and resurrection during Holy Week.   

Ancient Streams March Meeting Hosted Online March 31, 2020 7:00-9:00PM

“But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places…”
 
These past few weeks have felt like a time of continuous adjustment and even loss. Many people have had long awaited trips and special events canceled. Even weddings are being pared down to just a few family members attending. During spring break, I usually fly to NY to see my Mom, but that for sure wasn’t happening. Instead, I started looking forward to skiing as much as possible– there’s still lots of snow up in the mountains, and it should be great. Then the ski areas shut down. OK then, I’ll have plenty of time to quilt with my friend– it’s just the two of us, so we’re definitely under the 50 people gathering restriction. However, her kids came home early from Europe, and the household is now in quarantine. This is getting ridiculous! Every adjustment I make gets squelched, and my options become smaller and smaller. Here I am now at home, with a daily walk outside as my main event of the day. 
 
This whole process has made me reflect on the desire in me to fill up my free time with activities. While there is nothing wrong with that, and it is even healthy, the emptiness and disappointment I experienced the first few days of “self-isolating” caused me to pay attention to what was going on within me. What is this tendency in me to fill up the space rather than hold open space? Why am I seeing the narrowing of my experience in isolation as something negative?
 
At the same time, I was sensing an almost imperceptible stirring deep down in me which felt almost hopeful. It felt as if I were being drawn to the very experience which seemed so negative.
 
When I think about Jesus’ way, I realize that he actually sought out the isolated, lonely place. He moved toward open, empty spaces as a place of refreshment. Luke 5:16 says, “But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed.” It’s intriguing to me that even though I have regularly known time apart to be nourishing, and I even encourage others in the practice, I still experienced a resistance to “self isolation”. What is this resistance all about?
 
Perhaps there is a deeper perspective adjustment that needs to happen in me. Could I begin to think of “self isolation” less in terms of loneliness and emptiness, and more in terms of being full of something that I haven’t discovered yet, a place of unseen presence, even possibility? 
 
Henri Nouwen describes this perspective shift as a move from “loneliness to solitude”. He says:
 
To live a spiritual life, we must first find the courage to enter into the desert of our loneliness and to change it by gentle and persistent efforts into a garden of solitude.
 
The movement from loneliness to solitude…is the movement from the restless senses to the restful spirit, from the outward reaching cravings to the restful inward-reaching search, from the fearful clinging to the fearless play.
 
I wonder what my own “gentle, persistent” practices which facilitate garden-growth in my desert might look like? Could that hopeful longing I sensed be the promise of a “restful inward-reaching search” for a life closer in line with Jesus’ way?
 
Reflection & Practice:
 
What has it been like for you to be “required” to “self isolate”? What do you notice yourself doing in response to this directive from the government? What feelings does it bring up in you?
 
Are you experiencing a shift of thinking around “isolation” as you consider Jesus’ way of life?

Spend some time with Henri Nouwen’s words. What stands out to you? What do they stir up in you? Is there some restlessness, craving or clinging coming to the surface as you consider your life at this time?
 
Ask God for a “gentle, persistent” practice that will plant seeds for growth and life in this time of world crisis. How could that practice be incorporated into your life in this season?

March Monthly Meeting Canceled

In light of the Covid 19 crisis, our Ancient Streams monthly meeting for March is cancelled. We want to respect the government’s directives to remain isolated as much as possible in order to keep down the spread of the virus. This is certainly a time to pray for our country and the world situation, especially for those most vulnerable and all those who are working in healthcare.

Interesting times we are in–where people are being encouraged to isolate; our pace of life slowed down; many of our normal activities and entertainments reduced. At the same time, there is an invitation being given to us in the midst of this crisis. How might this more spacious place many of us find ourselves in, be an opportunity to discover God’s presence where we hadn’t noticed it before?  “How are you here, Lord–both in consolation and desolation, the light and the darkness of this season?”

I’m finding a daily examen prayer helps me discover God’s presence in the seemingly “small” aspects of my day–the bright sunshine, the birds chirping away, the tiny buds sprouting on the trees, an encouraging telephone conversation, a passage of scripture… Likewise an examen prayer helps me get in touch with and release to God all my feelings regarding the big events of this pandemic–fears, uncertainly, stress from getting caught up in the turmoil. In the end, I find peace once again in our God who is over all and continues to embrace us in love.

Last week when churches and even small gatherings were being asked not to meet, our daughter said to me on the phone, “Now, Mom, we get to see how our practices sustain us.”  Good point. Her comment draws out the question: what practices are sustaining me at this time?  Has Scripture become a brighter light to my path? How has prayer deepened for me these days? Is creation and the coming of spring blessing me in fresh ways? Do I find myself praying for the world where before my focus was smaller?

I wonder what practices God is drawing us to in this unprecedented time. How might these new habits help us to “fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith (Heb. 12:2a)?  He is our life, our hope, and our sustaining presence.  

Upcoming Weekend Retreat

March 13-15, 2020

Seton House of Prayer, Kelowna, B.C.

Path of Prayer
from the wisdom of ‘Cloud of Unknowing’

Join us for a journey with God in prayer. Imago Dei leaders Ruth Des Cotes and Paul Woodyard will be leading us through a weekend retreat incorporating material from the classic spiritual writing, The Cloud of Unknowing. This will be a time of learning and experiencing together a weekend of prayer through teaching and personal times of reflection and silence. Come and receive the gift of accompaniment in your spiritual journey.

Date: March 13-15, 2020

          Friday 7:00 pm until Sunday noon

Location: Seton House of Prayer, Kelowna

Cost options: $235.00: retreat fee, room & board

                        $150.00: retreat fee, meals (no overnight)

To register contact: ancientstreams10@gmail.com

Advent Retreat November 30, 2019

“Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart…” Luke 2:19

Ancient Streams is offering our annual Advent Retreat day. This is a day to draw near to God by listening to scripture, sharing in prayers and attending to God’s presence in silence. What fresh perspective on the Christmas story might God’s Spirit have for you this year? How might God want to draw you into His peace during this Advent season? In the retreat, we will be invited into several ways of praying which deepen our experience of God and bear fruit in our daily lives. What effect might these prayer practices have on this Christmas season? 

Join us as we prepare our hearts for Advent and ponder the wonder of the Incarnation. As a community, we value space carved out for time alone with God coupled with the encouragement that comes from a shared experience with others. This will be a quiet day to focus on Christ in the midst of the Christmas season. We would love to have you join us. 

Date: Saturday, November 30, 2019 

Time: 9:30am-4:00pm 

Location: St. Barnabas Learning Centre, Winfield, B.C. 

Cost: $25.00 

For more information and to RSVP contact: ancientstreams@shaw.ca

Ancient Streams Fall Retreat 2019

Last Saturday we gathered to spend time outdoors enjoying God’s beautiful creation both in solitude and together in community. We couldn’t have been given more spectacular weather–bright sunshine and warm temperatures! Each one found their own places around the park to be alone with God and take in the beauty and gift of the day. Here’s a poem by Susan Light that communicates the feel of the day:

My Walking Prayer

Stepping into creation, each breath I take, my lungs fill with you.
My feet connect me with the knowing that you are the ground I walk on.
When the sun reaches down towards me my whole being is encouraged to respond to your warmth.
As the gentle breezes find me and wash over me, I am wrapped into the fragrance of your tender love.
I see dancing flowers swaying in time with the music of the wind; my soul expands with delight and joy.
Birdsong fills the air with sweet music; my own song too bubbles forth; we harmonize together in spirit song.
I am captured by the waves of grass flowing freely in the fields, stirring up my own longings to move with abandon and Holy Spirit freedom.
In my meanderings when I stumble across beauty; my soul aches; I am awed into silence. I am on holy ground.

Susan Light



Ancient Streams Outdoor Fall Retreat 2019 Saturday, September 21st

“What a wildly wonderful world, God!

You made it all, with Wisdom at your side, made

earth overflow with your wonderful creations…”

Psalm 104:24 (The Message)

Start off this fall season by taking some time to be with God in his, “wildly, wonderful world”. Our souls are nourished when we take in the beauty all around us and enjoy God’s creation with Him. Join us as we allow creation to awaken us to God’s presence and as we share together as a community in Scripture and prayers. During this day retreat we will have an extended time of solitude in the afternoon, concluding with a shared meal and communion at the close of the day. We anticipate a rich time together beholding: “How many are your works, O Lord! In wisdom you made them all…” (Psalm 104:24 NIV)

Date: Saturday, September 21, 2019
Time: 12:30pm-7:00pm
Location: Kelowna, B.C.
Cost: $15.00
RSVP: ancientstreams@shaw.ca